there is only so many times you can laugh off a hurtful comment.
as i get older, i realise that there is so many people out there who are actually really horrible.
there are people who think its okay to hurt someone who is already hurting
and then have the cheek to call it being honest.
its not honesty, its called being heartless. honesty isn't kicking someone when they're already down.
honesty is being a friend and telling somebody something with good intentions
there's a massive difference between honesty and being a prick.
if only some people saw that.
if only some people saw a lot of things.
but these sort of people don't get it really, cos they've never had to worry.
they fit.
like in life.
never really had to worry about a lot.
they're good looking, funny, charming & popular.
god how i wish i was one of them
but sadly im not blessed.
im what they call a reject, loser..many other names too.
i don't know what i do wrong?
i try and be nice, try to be like them
but it never works.
i wish i could just go to sleep and stay there forever.
cos im sick of everything
there is only so much someone can take
before they finally go off the edge.
and right now i can feel myself about to fall.







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i totally agree with you tbf!
sounds tough, i don't really have it that easy either:/
as i said, always here to talk sweetie:)
xoxo.
thanks darl <3
truth is, lifes a bitch, so be a bitch to life.
i agree, the world is full of cunts, and im actually partly ashamed to say that i am one. but i would never intensionally go out of my way to make someone feel shit about themselves. what people are doing to you is so wrong, theres nothing i hate more than seeing people thinking they can push others around and make them feel small.
ive been in your position believe me. i found being nice got me absolutly nowhere.
im sure you heard the phrase- if you cant beat them, join them. - well do exactly that. just dont over do it, thats when you become a compleate arsehole.
and whatever people say to you isnt a fact, they know nothing so fuck them. i hope this helped... but if you need to talk i dont mind listening. hope things get better for you, i really do <3
thankyou darling
it helped alot thankyou!!! :D <3
i know how you feel. i am like this too. i always fake a smile though and then cry at home. its not fun being sad. trust me, i know here to talk though if ur still sad.
xoxo, a girl who feels like u do:(
thankyou darl!
im here if you ever want a chat or anything!
<3